I noticed something nowadays. It seems that there is some barrier between Aries and me. What is going on? Am I the only one who noticed this thing?
How did this ice-wall just appear out of nowhere?
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
I need to be more decisive. How come I can't seem to come to a conclusion now?
Talking with C & J & S on msn really made me wonder whether do I really like Aries in the first place. S posted me this thought provoking-question - "How do you know you really like her or you're just infatuated?"
I can't answer that question. So does that mean that what S said is true, its just a crush?
Am I trying to convince that I like her for who she is and its not a crush? The more I try to think objectively, the more I seem convinced at my own option. This must be what the lecturer calls ironic suppression.
Talking with C & J & S on msn really made me wonder whether do I really like Aries in the first place. S posted me this thought provoking-question - "How do you know you really like her or you're just infatuated?"
I can't answer that question. So does that mean that what S said is true, its just a crush?
Am I trying to convince that I like her for who she is and its not a crush? The more I try to think objectively, the more I seem convinced at my own option. This must be what the lecturer calls ironic suppression.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
School's starting and we are beginning to see more and more of each other. This also meant that these feelings are getting stronger than before. I went for HTHT talk with C and J. The impression I get from this is that I think I like Aries much more than Pisces. But is that really true?
Yes Aries has qualities that really made me attracted to. But is that what I really? I cannot forsee what is going to come out if this happens. As much as I am a romantic at heart, I don't want to let my emotions over-control me.
Do I really like her? I need an answer.
Yes Aries has qualities that really made me attracted to. But is that what I really? I cannot forsee what is going to come out if this happens. As much as I am a romantic at heart, I don't want to let my emotions over-control me.
Do I really like her? I need an answer.
Friday, January 16, 2009
Hmm... I went to reflect on my actions.
Is it because I didn't really like Pisces after all? That's why I dared to tell her the truth. Or is it because I am too confused about the options so I decided to just give it a shot and see what happens?
Suddenly I remembered about the last girl. Never had the courage to express what I feel seems to be my biggest regret in life. Could it be that this experience is changing me?
Is it because I like Pisces, that why I told her because I don't want the same thing to happen again?
I need more time to think through.
Is it because I didn't really like Pisces after all? That's why I dared to tell her the truth. Or is it because I am too confused about the options so I decided to just give it a shot and see what happens?
Suddenly I remembered about the last girl. Never had the courage to express what I feel seems to be my biggest regret in life. Could it be that this experience is changing me?
Is it because I like Pisces, that why I told her because I don't want the same thing to happen again?
I need more time to think through.
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