Yes I agree, It's always good to look on the bright side of things.

Life is just too short for me to be mulling over sad stuff. As long as she is happy, I will be happy too. Nothing else matters just as much =)

J says that I should be grateful that water didn't end up treating me like how the sun did. I guess that's true. So perhaps I should really let things stay this way and not try to force her to come to some conclusion.

It wouldn't benefit anyone of us anyway.

I reflected and learnt something new today. Love isn't about reciprocity. It is about giving without asking anything in return. Or perhaps that is the kind of love that I'm truly looking for.

I shall no longer try to persuade water to accept me. As much as it hurts so much, there isn't much I can do. Maybe someday water will recognise all the things I have and want to do for her (but I should stop giving myself false hope and accept my fate). Let time erase away all the scars on my body.

And a stronger me shall emerge from this...