V-day today and I got no date. haha.

Water is too busy these days. As much as I think she is the right one, I find it so hard to approach her other than through group outings.

It seems to me that I am afraid of taking a step forward because I don't what will turn out if I do so. She told me that she used to avoid all the guys that used to tell her they liked her. I seriously don't want that to happen. I think I will rather force myself to forget her than lose such a good soulmate. But then she says she has no idea why she didn't avoid me. Do I take that as a signal that I still have some hope and should just ask her out next time?

anyway, I took a look at C's present for water and I saw Mr A for the first time. From the phrasing, I get this impression that water already has someone else in mind.

ah crap, what is wrong with me? I even wrote a letter to water and don't have the courage to give her.