you'll never know what you gonna get until you bite in.
is that life? is it some thing that you'll never be able to see the end of the road? the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? is it something that you just put blind hope in and hope for the best? that you'll just see what happens and take things as they come?
i'm never able to see the future. not at all. you don't give me any reason to see that glimmering light at the end of the tunnel. or maybe not tunnel. sometimes i think it'll all end somehow and it'll just be a dream that will be hard to erase.
its again the things that i'd do for you but you'd never do for me. its again how you don't know that you are treating me second best. its again how you never fail to disappoint me when you change things and events that are planned(no matter how small), to your whim and fancy.
sometimes it doesn't make any difference with or without you.
this is the blind hope, the blind faith i put in us. the hope that one day both of us will never be sad cuz of the other party. i think that's sad.
does the happy times overwrite the depressing one?
love is like ocd. and i don't like it. i used to have so much control, not anymore.
