After rushing through the birthday present, I'm finally done with the final product. Secretly I feel so proud of it because this is probably the first time I spent so much effort on making something.

A big pity that water is fully booked for the birthday weekend. She's meeting up with her RV pals so I don't think it will be nice to intrude into their small party, even though I know them too. She deserves some time alone with her BFFs. In a way, I'm more jealous about her night activity with her og because Mr A is there (its still ok until i realise that there might be something going on between them, but that could just be overspeculation). But then I shouldn't be thinking of that. My low self-esteem and insecurity is starting to kick in again. arghh...

Jealousy and possessiveness are the two biggest character flaws that I have promised myself to change. I shall find my own ways of showing her my care. haha