I thought I could get over it, but it seems I can't.

Why is that so? This feeling shouldn't be that intense. I thought I should have long anticipated this day will arrive and well- prepared myself. Why??

I dun wanna pretend to be just friends and act as though nothing happened. I need to reflect... arghhh...

everytime i see water online... i feel like talking, but words just can't express how i feel.