J told me today that maybe what i have seeking all this while are just the traits, not the person.

Now I'm starting to reflect. Perhaps its true, what I like about water are the character traits. If I meet someone who shares the same traits, will I still love water?

Anyway, I had a chat with water. Perhaps its really time for me to clear my mind of these troubles and start a brand new life.

But I guess I will need time to get over this.