I think I am more mature than I was at the beginning of the year. These 3 months have been a roller-coaster journey and I'm glad I managed to came out of it in one piece.
I am very much convinced now that water is the right one. But whether we end up together is another thing. Nevertheless, I still believe that I should give her the freedom to choose her own life. If she thinks that she will be happier being single, I shall respect that decision. But if I do have that small glimmer of hope, I will want to be the first to know. Maybe I should go and ask her the question again soon.
Till then I shall continue to wait for her.